yoyoyo.
finally everything is on de right track now. (:
today went out wid baby. hehes.
watched step up 3.
nice show. im down wid flu at de start. but eventually i recovered.
LOL. ate astons. super happie. (:
finally ate astons. ahahas.
me and baby qo see ring aqains.
LOL. we buying ring on de 11th. ahahas.
finally my wish come true. buying ring. YES.
hahas. baby always never fail tuhx make me laugh.
LOL. i hope me and baby can always be like this.
but pls dun anyhow learn what i say. hahas.
baby, you know my heart really hurts when i saw you cry.
i know it's all fault.
haiishx. i think im really a bad bad gf.
i made a mess in your life.
although now everything is alright, but i know i broke your heart.
it's den i realised, im very very afraid that you may leave me anytime.
i dunno whie my personality is liddat.
i nv had these kinda fear before. i really wanna hold you very tight everytyme i see you. so that my heat will feel at ease that you're still with me.
i dunno what i will be, and how my life will be without.
im getting more and more afraid that any1 can replace me anytyme.
im very sorry that i brought so uch hurt tuhx you.
but all i know is i loveyou very very much tuhx de extend of tinking of you before doing anything.
i cant hardly describe my love fer you.
cos my love fer you is more than words or even actions.
it's at de peak, over what i expected and completely over my limit.
if one day you ever leave me, i cant stop you.
there are many many better gals out thr.
you can always choose.
you are th one that is always pulling me up, but i know im de one that is always pulling you down.
im glad that you still stick wid me aft all de mistakes ive made.
but if one day you ever find a gal that is pulling you up, pls go ahead.
honestly speaking, im still feeling remorseful that you are in troble becos of me.
and im stil cannot get over th promise that ive broke.
though i love you a lot.
i cant bring myself tuhx leave you, becos i love you.
so i can only wait fer th day you leave me.
baby, you are my life. you are th reason whie i live fer tml.
i just.............................................
LOVE YOU.
