heart break. tears drop. disappointment. so many.
i dun even know my status right now.
yes, it's my fault in the first place.
i hurt you.
but you hurt me too.
whu cares abt me feelings?
no, not you.
give you some time is your last words to me.
i hold on. cos i dun wanna let you qo.
5 months plus relationshp.
so much effort ive put in.
ive done my best and have tried my best.
if you still wanna let qo.
i have nth tuhx say.
whatever that is happening now.
is exactly what happened 3 yrs back.
th moment when junyi decided tuhx let me qo.
irs just the same.
saying that we wun leave each other.
and everything.
is it when i put my heart and soul into a relationshp, all i ever get is hurt hurt and hurt.
i dunno what have i done wrong.
all i ever want is you tuhx be by my side.
love me.
why in de end.
th ending is still the same.
if giving you some time, the ending is that you choose tuhx avoid and leave me alone.
den i really got nth tuhx say.
i still wanna continue this relationshp.
i still love you that much.
i still rmb every single thing we said, every single thing we had done in de past.
if you still can let qo of this relationshp, den where is the love?
please dun tell me you are not not like junyi.
im not comparing.
but the treatment i get is the same.
if you tink im irritating.
yes, im.
but why am i like this?
if i dun care, if i dun give a damn fuck.
i wouldnt make myself so desparate fer your return.
i care abt your feelinhs, i apologise.
but whu cares abt my feelings?
everything is my fault.
but have you ever think abt your part.
if you really love me and cherish this relationshp.
you wouldnt kept quiet when i said izzit you dowan tuhx be wid me anymore.
if you wanna let me feel how hurt you are at that moment when i send you those texts.
thanks. you have succeeded.
i got back double.
thanks fer letting me cant slp well, cant eat well, cant think well.
thanks fer letting me cry over sleepless nights,
thanks. just thanks alot,
one said tuhx me before, he will be with me forever.
one said tuhx me, we will never leave each other.
everything seem so unforgettable.
but when problems arouse, everything seem so untrue.
is this what you call love?
im really waiting fer you.
im not trying tuhx gain sympathy,
i dun care what ppl say abt me or you.
no matter how bad ppl say abt you.
all i want is tuhx hear what yoi say.
only you matters.
you said you will give me back the ring either on sat or sun.
i wait and wait.
nth came frm you.
do you noe how i feels?
i tried my best not tuhx run away.
cos i really wanna sort things out wid you and hope everything goes back like last tyme.
whie you hafta do this tuhx me?
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